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UP WITH THE BIRDS

UP WITH THE BIRDS Silence. Darkness. Should I check the time? Do I have to pee? The thoughts start darting in this early morning wake up. I am awak...

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OFF THE RAILS

OFF THE RAILS I wish I were the type of person who could easily have just one glass of wine or one brownie or shop for just one pair of shoes. I wi...

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IT’S NOT ME

IT’S NOT ME I love dresses. But dresses in the New England winter are not as convenient as they are in the warmer spring and summer days fast appro...

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CATCHING UP

CATCHING UP I just noticed that I have not written in a full two weeks. Again. It is not because I haven’t wanted to but I had decided with the hel...

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PROCESS NOT PERFECTION

PROCESS NOT PERFECTION There is a famous twelve step quote Progress not Perfection and it’s meaning is significant for perfectionists like me and m...

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UNINTENDED UNPLANNED EMOTION

UNINTENDED UNPLANNED EMOTION The slightly bouffanted blonde older (older, like my age older) woman with black eye liner and nude glossy lips was wa...

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A FASHION SHOW

A FASHION SHOW “You are really inspiring, Alayne.” Or something to that effect, my friend Maria said as she coupled the kindness with the request t...

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A FLOCK OF FORNICATION

A FLOCK OF FORNICATION I have been an avid beach enthusiast for most of my life. It is my Pieces calm, I am drawn to the water, the sand, the waves...

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A WEEK OFF

A WEEK OFF I sit here this late morning hour of 7:30am having slept until 7:00 this morning, a virtual record for me. And sleep I did, what a deep ...

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THE WORD WEIGHT

THE WORD WEIGHT “I’m dieting.” A familiar phrase heard in my house and my grandmother’s house for most of my life. My grandmother, my two aunts and...

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ODE TO THE LIBRARY

ODE TO THE LIBRARY It has been almost four full months since I embarked on my no shopping decree that was going to be a month at a time and here...

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